This past few days I’ve been busy doing a lot of things. BUT, I always make time for her. Which is, still not enough for her. I know I made her feel that I’m always here for her cause I love her that much. Right now, I honesty know what to do. I’m so CONFUSED.
Naguguluhan di sa nararamdaman ko bagkus sa kung ano ba ang dapat kong gawin. Pangit naman na hintayin koo pa na masanay siya na wala ako. E di dapat diretsohin niya na lang ako na ayaw na niya. Alam kong nahihirapan ka din at nasasaktan dahil sakin. Pero nasasaktan ka sa mga bagay na di sinasadya sapagkat ayun ang mga panahong wala akong magawa para makaagaw ulit ng atensyon mo.
Di lang naman ako ang nawawalan ng oras e. Di din naman lahat ng text ko sinasagot at napapansin mo. Ngayon ka lang naman ganyan e. Ikaw nga ilang araw pa lang pakiramdam ko gusto mo na naman agad bumitiw e. O hinihintay mo na mapuno ako at iwan ka para wala kang masabi na nang iwan ka. Mas matagal ko na yang naranasan yan. Sa mahigit sa isang taon nating magkasintahan, mas madalas kang ganyan. Sa ganyan nga din last summer yung… haii…
Sensya na po. Nadala lang ng emosyon. Di kinaya e. </3
It’s been a year since we fell in love with each other. Now we’re on our first year of being lovers. Our 1st year to count cause as we have to each other, we are going to be together forever. No one and nothing can ever tear us apart. Let me tell you how it all started. We were best friends since 2nd year high school. When our last school year of being a high school student to end we looked each other a different way. Not just as brother-sister relationship but lovers. It all began with just a simple joke. Jokes that turned to serious talks. And now we’re our first anniversary. There are a lot of things that happened and we are still here together. And I know that we are about to encounter a bigger problem, challenges and difficulties to test our relationship. I won’t let go of you, of our relationship. I will assure you that I’m going to understand, take care, and love you even more as the day passes by. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY ONE AND ONLY RACHEL ANNE JOYCE VILLANUEVA SALES! I HOPE I MADE YOU HAPPY AND MADE YOU FEEL LOVED EVEN MORE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :***